I like being alone, but I hate the feeling of being lonely.
When you’re alone, you have time for yourself. Your thoughts finally catch up to you. You set your mind on things and everything is just clearer. Nothing’s bothering you and everything just feels right for once.
When you feel lonely, you feel as if no one’s there for you. It feels like no one understands you or is willing to listen. It feels like you’re screaming in a crowded room, but yet not one person looks up.
I’m back, I’d like to say a big thankyou for my lovely followers who did not unfollow me regardless of my silence for the past few months…
You truly are my favourite. I carefully select and try talk to each and every one of my followers and its really humbling that you have continued to follow me.
I’m starting to feel better in my life now. ive cut out the prozac and focused on getting myself back into employment and a normal routine, I’m working at a really cool bar in my local town and loving it, meeting new people is great, i’ve separated myself from a very negative boyfriend (now ex) who made my life hell following our breakup, and Also became distant from friendships but everything has a way of working out for the better. At present, I am living a fairly selfish life in that i must put myself first. Ive always put others before myself and where did that get me? It got me sitting in my house alone crying for my mama who is no longer here. People moved on and left me in the gutter. but i grew stronger from that. And i’m hopefully, fingers crossed. starting a new era for myself. new friend circles, new job, new prospects. Watch this space :)